Wishin' and Hopin'

"We got married in Vegas!"

"She's toxic!" "Callie? Yeah a lot of us think that!"

So one of my other Grey's favorites is Season 3's "Wishin' and Hopin'" in which Meredith's mom becomes lucid, the Seattle Grace attendings are all exposed to poison, and the Denny Duquette Memorial Clinic opens for business.

I am drawn to this episode's title after recent occurrences in my life. I am hoping to get into BYU's Photography program this November. If I didn't get in then, I would apply again in March. However, the visual arts department decided just yesterday that they would get rid of my safety net March application....that is NOT good! I now have even MORE pressure on me for my November application. If I don't get in, I will be wasting another year without a major.

When Elder Robert D. Hales of the Quorum of the 12 Apostles of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints came to campus this past tuesday, he spoke of this time in our lives as the Decade of Decision. That statement couldn't be anymore true! I'm choosing to apply to the Photography major. But if that choice doesn't pan out, I can choose to wait another year for the next application period, or I can choose to change my major to Art History and give up the dream of a major in Photography while replacing it with a minor in visual arts. It is a huge decision....with money, time, and experience all on the line.

So now I must take the words from Meredith Grey. Even though I do not have my "hand on a bomb in a body cavity with a flak jacket strapped to my boobs," I must now say, "What did I do? What do I do? What did I do? What do I do?"

LESS THAN A WEEK UNTIL MY LOVELY MCDREAMY RETURNS!!